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2000-11-03 - goodbye
2000-10-19 - i give up
2000-10-11 - kat's back
2000-10-04 - there's no way out
2000-10-02 - this can't go on
2000-09-28 - passionate hatred
2000-09-27 - alcohol is my salvation
2000-09-22 - i missed the funeral
2000-09-19 - endless wondering
2000-09-18 - liquor and women
2000-09-14 - all the options
2000-09-13 - i'm such a loser
2000-09-12 - it's been a long day
2000-09-11 - interesting weekend
2000-09-08 - job search
2000-09-07 - death is haunting me
2000-09-06 - boredom
2000-09-05 - the great divide
2000-08-31 - shades of grey
2000-08-28 - nothing's changed
2000-08-25 - phone calls
2000-08-24 - she's getting worse
2000-08-22 - conversation with jess
2000-08-21 - i went away this weekend
2000-08-18 - the hotel suite
2000-08-16 - i don't deserve to live
2000-08-14 - dinner with natalie
2000-08-12 - natalie appears out of nowhere
2000-08-11 - jess doesn't understand
2000-08-10 - visit to the hospital
2000-08-09 - i'm such a fuckhead
2000-08-08 - she came back
2000-08-06 - visit from the police
2000-08-05 - what about my feelings?
2000-08-04 - back to the scene
2000-08-03 - ultimatum
2000-08-02 - at least i'm not poor
2000-08-01 - i have nothing left
2000-07-31 - i've done nothing wrong
2000-07-26 - it's getting worse
2000-07-21 - abandonment
2000-07-20 - i fell out of bed last night
2000-07-19 - it keeps coming back
2000-07-18 - i think i killed someone
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