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2000-08-11
13:30:48
jess is on my case about going back to my job. she keeps saying, "call mr. jones, call mr. jones, call mr. jones..."
argh.
i think she doesn't understand that my job is the least of my concerns right now. i don't know what the rush is. we have plenty of money to live on for a good long while. it might be alright for me to take a moment to think about how to avoid going to jail.
maybe she's convinced herself that that's not a possibility. maybe she's trying to shove our lives back into their proper order.
i don't know. if things smooth out one of these days soon, perhaps i'll call mr. jones. right now, though, i would be no better at dealing with my clients than i was right before i left.
jess doesn't seem to realize the seriousness of this ordeal. she doesn't understand how much it has affected me. it's almost like she just hasn't noticed how withdrawn i've become lately. i can feel it. i don't know why she doesn't see it. she's usually very perceptive.
i'm dealing with a situation here that involves life and death, with the possibility of being jailed for a good long time. somehow, the fact that i'm jobless doesn't seem to matter all that much. nothing but angela's health means much to me right now.
